About Anna
I was 15 the first time a doctor told me I had aĀ chronic illness.Ā I share that not because the details matter, but because I want you to know thatĀ whatever brought you here, I understand what it is to have your body interrupt your life before youāve even really started it.
I grew up to become a dietitian. Not just any dietitian ā one who had already rejected diet culture, who believed deeply in anti-diet healing and body reclamation, who built her whole career helping other humans trust their bodies again.
And then my illness got worse. And I got scared.
Knowing better didnāt protect me. I got desperate enough that I set aside everything I understood to be true and went looking for someone āĀ anyoneĀ ā else to tell me what to do. I followed someone elseās food rules. I went on my first diet, the one I never thought Iād go on, the one Iād spent my career telling other humans they didnāt need.Ā It didnāt make me well.Ā It just made me meeker and more afraid.
I spentĀ time, money, and energy I didnāt have to spareĀ chasing healers, energy workers, practitioners ā anyone who claimed to have the missing piece. I was looking for anything other than the plain, unglamorous truth: that I had a disease medication could help manage, and that the rest of it ā the living, the eating, the being in this body ā was mine to hold, not something I could purchase my way out of.
I still have this illness. It is progressive. It is not going away.
But I exist inside it now with a peace and a groundedness I didnāt think were possible for me ā not because I found the right protocol, but because I stopped looking for one.
I want that for you. Not a cure. Not certainty. A way to live in your body, as it actually is, without abandoning yourself to find it.
I didnāt look up the details of my disease for more than a year. I was young, and I was repeatedly told it was āa good timeā to be facing what I was facing ā that my youth would protect me. Not knowing what would come next, and wanting badly to move forward in my career, I sped through my education so I could do the work I loved before I lost the ability to do it.Ā I never expected that fear to become real. It did. I built this program from the other side of that.